Celeb hairstylist Lou Teasdale has devastatingly mirrored on the day her finest buddy Caroline Flack died as she was the final individual to see the TV presenter alive
Caroline Flack’s finest buddy Lou Teasdale has heartbreakingly opened up on the day she died as she tried to be by her aspect. The Love Island host died by suicide on February 15 2020 aged 40.
Following Caroline’s tragic loss of life, right here mum Christine has questioned why her buddies Lou and Mollie Grosberg left her alone in her flat on the night time she took her personal life. Her loss of life got here only a day after they raised issues concerning the TV star’s welfare following a suicide try beforehand.
Mollie beforehand mentioned she would ‘by no means recover from’ what occurred, as Lou candidly shared her aspect of the story in a brand new interview. The movie star hair stylist, who’s mum to daughter Lux, was the final individual to see Caroline alive.
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Recalling her remaining moments with the TV star, Lou shared: “The night time earlier than, she had tried. So, the paramedics had form of given an enormous speak to get her by means of the night time.
“I at all times felt that I wanted to get her by means of the night time then I’d go dwelling to my daughter and she or he’d be alright within the day. I used to be by no means that fearful within the daytime. I used to be too panicky within the night time to depart her.”
Talking of the day Caroline died, Lou added: “That morning, I used to be with one other considered one of our buddies, she wasn’t in a great way however we left her. We went dwelling.
“My mother and father had come, with my sister and her youngsters, and so they have been like ‘come on have a day with the youngsters as a result of you’ve got your personal life, she shouldn’t be going to do something’. I do know with suicide, folks typically name their bluff.
“‘If she wished to, she would do it however she’s not’. Caroline’s sister was going to return and see her in order that was all deliberate.” Lou headed out along with her household and daughter however was contacted by Caroline’s sister Jody.
“When her sister could not get within the flat, I obtained panicky once more and I could not keep away,” Lou defined. “I did not assume she had really finished it. I used to be fearful that she had and that her sister was there on her personal.
“In the long run, my dad mentioned ‘come on we’ll go and see if she’s alright however you’re coming again right here with the youngsters’. In that point, was when she really did it.”
Lou shared how the door to Caroline’s flat was locked and that they wanted to name the owner to have the ability to be let in. Whereas on Paul C Brunson’s We Have to Discuss podcast, he requested what the primary thought that got here to Lou’s thoughts was.
She likened it to a horror film and devastatingly shared: “It is like one thing heavy is chasing you, it is actually exhausting to elucidate it. It was an out of physique expertise actually.
“I used to be simply screaming, panicking and I used to be glad my dad was there to cope with what wanted to be coping with. And making an attempt to consolation her sister who was with us.”
When requested if she has been capable of “correctly grieve” Caroline, Lou admitted: “No as a result of I feel suicide is a very exhausting loss of life for folks to grieve as a result of it’s full of so many feelings.”
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