The Osbournes are peeling again the layers of their grief and giving the world a peek into their damage following Ozzy Osbourne’s loss of life.

Sharon, Kelly, and Jack Osbourne recorded their first podcast in over a yr, throughout which they mirrored on how the singer’s passing has affected their lives. 

Ozzy handed away in July on the age of 76. He suffered a cardiac arrest, and he spent his last hours at Harefield Hospital. 

Throughout the latest episode of “The Osbournes” podcast, the grieving household sat round a desk and spoke candidly about their loss. 

An emotional Kelly stated she by no means understood simply how tough grief is, noting that her father’s absence was one thing she by no means noticed coming.

“I by no means realized simply how horrible grief is. I by no means knew I used to be able to loving any person a lot and lacking any person a lot, I simply, I by no means thought there’d be a day the place he would not be right here,” Kelly stated as she fought again tears. 

Wanting on the silver lining, Sharon identified that her kids have been “blessed” to have had a father just like the late Prince of Darkness. She, nonetheless, additionally revealed she was struggling to regulate to life with out her late associate.

The 73-year-old TV character acknowledged that grief hits her in “waves,” noting that she hates going to mattress at evening as a result of she nonetheless struggles to sleep alone. Kelly slept along with her for the primary two months after Ozzy’s passing, however finally determined to provide Sharon her house. 

In the meantime, Kelly additionally revealed that mornings have been hardest for her as a result of every thing would really feel regular for less than three seconds earlier than the grief would hit. 

“I get up and for the primary three seconds I really feel regular. After which I bear in mind every thing. Mornings are the toughest for me. What’s the morning? As a result of it occurred within the morning. And I used to spend most of my time with Dad within the morning,” she stated.

She admitted that though Ozzy would hate to see her crying, she could not assist it as a result of she simply missed him “a lot.”

Jack additionally chipped in to the dialog, sharing how grieving his father has been like a rollercoaster. He stated it was “each horrible and delightful” in a method that compelled him to deeply look at issues round his life. 

The 40-year-old media character admitted that whereas it sucks to have misplaced Ozzy, the long-lasting singer’s loss of life prompted him to develop a “enormous quantity of gratitude and love.” As such, he now cherishes moments he usually took as a right. 

Even of their grief, the Osbournes agreed that seeing the outpouring of affection from the general public has been useful. 

Kelly famous that it helped to know her household was not alone of their grief, and Sharon stated Ozzy would’ve been overwhelmed to see how many individuals supported him even in his loss of life. 

Ozzy’s loss of life was a troublesome blow to his family members, particularly Sharon, who was reportedly bowled over by how sudden his passing was. 

In keeping with The Blast, an insider near the household stated, “She’s numb with disbelief on the suddenness of his loss of life.” One other supply stated Ozzy’s loss of life appeared too soo,n and Sharon was “not ready” for it. 

Individuals near the TV character expressed issues over her well-being, noting that she could have been depressed as a result of she did not know what the long run held for her anymore. 

Whereas Sharon struggled with the lack of her associate, Kelly additionally struggled with the lack of her father. The singer revealed that she began discovering consolation in falconry following Ozzy’s passing. 

As reported by The Blast, Kelly shared an image of herself holding an owl on Instagram, writing, “In all my disappointment and grief, I’ve discovered one thing that really makes me glad! I by no means thought I’d discover my smile once more via falconry, however I did.”