The Punisher, a intercourse employee who participated in freak-offs with “Diddy” and Cassie Ventura, revealed that he had erectile dysfunction, which led him to endure a penis implant process.

The deeply private journey is chronicled in his guide In Search of Freezer Meat, which he wrote to assist different males dealing with related struggles.

“I exploit quite a lot of humorous tales about my life to indicate how I received there, how I discovered cures, and the way I ultimately solved it with going all the way in which out as a result of I received a penis implant. Each time individuals hear that, they are saying, ‘This man have to be loopy.’ However I assure you, it’s a greater possibility than not having the ability to carry out in any respect,” The Punisher mentioned throughout an interview on the Sit Down with Michael Franzese podcast. “It’s by far one of the best high three choices I made in my life.”

The guide contains six and a half pages describing his sexual encounters with Diddy and Ventura, although he refers to them anonymously.

Nonetheless, The Punisher revealed many sordid particulars about his sexual escapades with the disgraced mogul beneath oath throughout Diddy’s trial for intercourse trafficking.

The Punisher testified that he was paid between $800 and $2,000 per session to carry out in erotic scenes for Diddy and Ventura, typically in upscale lodge suites like Trump Tower.

He mentioned he was instructed to not communicate to or make eye contact with Diddy in the course of the encounters, which happened in dimly lit rooms with child oil and furnishings lined in sheets.

In line with Hayes, Diddy would typically watch whereas masturbating and giving Ventura refined instructions.

The Punisher additionally described a second when Diddy threw condoms at him and mentioned, “I’m able to see you f— her,” however he was unable to carry out.

That have, amongst others, led him to confront his erectile dysfunction and search a everlasting resolution.

“ED, erectile dysfunction, hit me more durable than the rest in life. Not simply bodily. Mentally. Emotionally. It cracked my confidence, shook my id, and practically crushed my relationship. I stored quiet for a very long time. However not anymore. As a result of the reality can’t assist individuals if it stays at the hours of darkness,” The Punisher mentioned.

The Punisher’s guide blends memoir and medical information, providing perception into the emotional and bodily toll of ED.

It covers causes like stress, hormone imbalance and poor circulation whereas additionally addressing psychological well being and stigma. The Punisher mentioned he wrote it to offer males an area to really feel seen and supported.

As for Diddy, trial in his racketeering and intercourse trafficking trial is slated to renew tomorrow (June 22) in a Manhattan federal court docket. Closing arguments are anticipated this week, with a verdict anticipated by July 4.

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