On the most recent episode of “Jersey Shore: Household Trip,” the 37-year-old actuality star spoke to her start mom for the very first time, uncovering the heartbreaking reality behind why she was positioned for adoption as an toddler.

Snooki, who was adopted from Chile by an Italian-American household at simply six months previous, has lengthy puzzled about her origin story, and on Thursday’s episode, she lastly received some solutions.

Joined by longtime bestie and castmate Jenni “JWoww” Farley for help, Snooki initiated the emotional dialog through video chat with the assistance of a translator. “For 36 years, I have been fascinated about this query,” Snooki mentioned in a confessional. “And now the reply goes to pop up any second. That is insane.”

After which that second lastly got here. “Why was I put up for adoption?” Snooki requested, shaking.

“That is a heavy query,” JWoww famous as they waited for a response.

By way of the translator, her start mom revealed that when she came upon she was pregnant, Snooki’s organic father disappeared. With no help system and restricted choices, she made the painful resolution to put her daughter for adoption.

“She did not have any help at that second, in order that was the one choice she had,” the translator shared. “Despite the fact that it was painful, she needed to allow you to go.”

Feelings ran excessive as Snooki’s start mom tearfully apologized throughout their first dialog. By way of a translator, she expressed deep regret, saying, “I am sorry for placing you in that scenario, and that you just had been adopted.”

The voice on the opposite finish of the telephone trembled as she admitted it had been a “very tough time” in her life when she made the choice to put Snooki for adoption. The translator added, “She by no means forgot about you.”

Moved by the second, Snooki gently reassured her start mother, asking the translator to inform her in Spanish, “Do not cry, I’ve a wonderful life.” She shared that she was adopted by “loving dad and mom,” raised in New York, and “spoiled” rising up.

In a reflective confessional, the “Jersey Shore” star seemed again on her life with gratitude. “Clearly, I would not even be right here if she did not put me up for adoption,” she mentioned. “I’ve wonderful dad and mom. I had an ideal childhood. After which assembly my roommates… after which assembly Jionni. After which having my youngsters.”

The dialog shifted to the current as Snooki shared that she’s now a mother of three, Lorenzo, 11, Giovanna, 10, and Angelo, 6, with husband Jionni LaValle. The couple married in 2014.

Her start mom was visibly moved, saying she was “completely happy to know you’re a household now” and that she was “actually completely happy she talked to you… and he or she loves you.”

After the decision, Snooki mirrored on the surreal expertise. “I am completely happy… however she’s nonetheless a stranger to me,” she mentioned. When JWoww requested if she deliberate to satisfy her start mom in particular person, Snooki admitted she wasn’t positive.

“I am simply so content material with my life and who my dad and mom are,” she mentioned. “I do not know the place to go from right here. My feelings are in all places.”

Up to now, Snooki shared how she as soon as turned to her adoptive dad and mom for solutions about her previous.

“Finally, once I was 21 or 22, I received my dad drunk and was like, ‘Dad, are you able to simply inform me what went on? Why was I up for adoption?'” she recalled.

In keeping with what she was informed, her start dad and mom already had different youngsters and easily could not afford to boost one other. The truth star grew to become emotional as she expressed her gratitude for his or her sacrifice.

“I am unable to even think about placing up a toddler for adoption to provide them a greater life,” she mentioned. “That is so wonderful for them… thanks for that.”