Tish Cyrus is opening up about one of many darkest chapters of her life, revealing how she coped when her world unraveled behind the scenes. 

The music supervisor and actuality TV star says the breakdown of her decades-long marriage to Billy Ray Cyrus collided with devastating private loss, leaving her overwhelmed and looking for aid. 

In a candid new podcast look, Tish detailed how she turned to medication, remedy, and ultimately new love as she labored by way of grief, anxiousness, and survival mode.

Tish admitted that she turned to marijuana whereas navigating the tip of her 29-year marriage to Billy Ray Cyrus and the dying of her mom, Loretta Finley, occurrences she described as twin tragedies.

Talking on Wednesday’s episode of “The Squeeze” podcast with Tay Lautner, the 58-year-old stated she leaned into what she referred to as “self-medicating” throughout that interval.

“I’ve been very open that I used to be a serious weed smoker,” Tish stated. “I’ve all the time had a bit of bit of hysteria.” 

She defined that marijuana felt nearly medicinal on the time, including, “I do assume at the moment, that was nearly like medication for me – as a result of I’m an enormous believer in plant medication.” 

As she processed shedding her mom and watching her marriage collapse, she stated weed grew to become a solution to cope with out absolutely realizing why. 

“I do assume it kinda numbed all that ache,” Tish continued.

When Tish Cyrus determined to chop weed out of her routine, the consequences have been fast and intense. 

She revealed that stopping triggered extreme anxiousness that left her unable to perform. 

“Simply in full-on anxiousness to the purpose, [of] like, not functioning. And I didn’t know what was taking place,” she stated.

Tish defined that in the course of the peak of her grief, she didn’t pause to course of what she was feeling. 

The “So Undercover” star later described that yr as “freaking tough,” including, “I didn’t, like, course of and even cease to actually assume.” 

Wanting again, she stated marijuana helped her push by way of daily, but it surely additionally masked feelings that surfaced later when she stopped utilizing it. 

These emotions, Tish admitted, have been overwhelming and took time to know.

Tish has lengthy been outspoken about marijuana use, and he or she beforehand revealed that her daughter Miley Cyrus was the one who launched her to it. 

Throughout a 2024 look on “Name Her Daddy,” the mother of two stated she didn’t smoke till Miley’s 2014 Bangerz tour, after a traumatic near-death expertise involving an exploding bus.

“I didn’t smoke pot till the Bangerz tour, 10 years in the past. I used to be like, ‘That is the satan, the gateway drug,’” she recalled. 

Combating sleepless nights, Tish stated Miley stepped in. “Miley was like, ‘Mother, in the event you might simply smoke weed,’” she recounted. 

“That’s the way it began. I began smoking to fall asleep.” She later added, “I’m a Christian, and I really like weed.” 

Years later, Tish even reintroduced Miley to marijuana in 2018 after her daughter had stepped away from it.

Tish Cyrus stated the lack of her mom hit her particularly onerous due to how deeply intertwined Finley was with their household life. 

Finley, who died in 2020 at 85, had been a relentless presence, even becoming a member of Miley on crimson carpets and spending time on the “Hannah Montana” set.

“She’d go to the set with Miley and, simply, my youngsters simply worshiped her,” Tish defined. After that chapter ended, the household moved Finley into a close-by dwelling. 

“She was only a huge a part of our lives,” Tish stated. When her mom handed, she revealed, “not lengthy after that, my marriage began falling aside.” 

Tish filed for divorce in April 2022, stating she and Billy Ray Cyrus had stopped dwelling collectively again in February 2020. Their divorce was finalized in 2023.