“Dance Mothers” alum Nia Sioux is getting candid about her time on the present in her new memoir, “Backside of the Pyramid.”

All through the ebook, the 24-year-old particulars traumatic experiences, just like the time her dance teacher, Abby Lee Miller, allegedly used racist language towards her. Sioux additionally revealed one other heartbreaking incident with Miller that she claims might have ended the present.

Nia Sioux starred in “Dance Mothers” for seven seasons from 2011 to 2017.

Like lots of the different ladies on “Dance Mothers,” Sioux pursued a music profession throughout the later seasons, releasing songs like “Star In Your Personal Life” and “Slay.”

Nonetheless, Sioux claims in her ebook that her dance trainer, Miller, wasn’t blissful about her pursuing music, alleging the 60-year-old felt slighted by Sioux signing a contract with out her.

Sioux wrote that Miller—on digital camera—known as her mentor, former Danity Kane member Aubrey O’Day, and allegedly bribed her with cash to finish her working relationship with the younger dancer.

“As soon as the decision linked and I heard the voice on the opposite finish of the road, nonetheless, I froze,” she wrote, in line with PEOPLE. “It was Aubrey. Abby informed her that she’d heard we had been working collectively.”

“She went on to inform Aubrey that my mother wasn’t speculated to contact her behind Abby’s again, that she was my supervisor, and that she was damage by my mom utilizing one among her contacts to make an underhanded deal. She then supplied Aubrey $10,000 to not work with me,” Sioux added.

Sioux admitted she was heartbroken by Miller’s alleged actions, writing that she ran out of the room and to her mom, Dr. Holly Frazier.

In line with Sioux, the model of this scene that aired on Lifetime was edited to “shield” Miller’s picture from the viewers and protect the present.

“The community made it appear to be the women weren’t within the room and the mothers had been, they usually additionally reduce out the half the place Abby bribed Aubrey,” she wrote. “Since this was so malicious and vindictive, they needed to shield their pursuits. This was the form of factor that might’ve gotten the present canceled — or a minimum of in actually sizzling water.”

After this blowup with Miller, Sioux wrote in her memoir that she did not obtain the help from her co-stars that she had wanted or hoped for.

“That is when it sank in that I used to be alone on this Dance Mothers world. Nobody was coming to save lots of me — properly, nobody besides my mother. It was now us towards the world,” the ebook learn.

The alleged bribery try wasn’t the one disheartening encounter Sioux had with the outspoken tv character.

In line with a earlier report from The Blast, Sioux additionally claimed in her ebook that she was the goal of racist habits on set, accusing Miller of talking negatively about her hair and her physique.

“Abby informed me that I wanted to repair my hair as a result of it appeared terrible. She mentioned — on digital camera, no much less —’ It is like a log popping out of the aspect of her head,'” she wrote within the pages of her ebook earlier than claiming Miller requested her whether or not she wished she had “white-girl hair.”

One other part of the ebook particulars one other interplay with Miller, who Sioux claimed informed her she had flat toes as a result of she was Black. “She would say, ‘Nicely, you understand your individuals have flat toes,'” the dancer wrote earlier than slamming her for being “ignorant.”